(This post is from another Jessie blog, Fourth Wave Business, and is republished here for your enjoyment!)
Holy geez it’s been a while. Sorry for the interruption of your regularly scheduled blog posts – I went on a bit of a depression hiatus.
Due to my inability to see my old psychiatrist (he’s back where I used to live – an hour away) and a really long wait to get in with my new psychiatrist, I had a week’s lapse of taking my mood stabilizing medication. Unfortunately, said medication can cause severe rash in a minority of patients so as a precaution most psych doctors will prescribe a titration up to the full dose starting with a tiny dose. Because I missed a week the titration had to start all over again. When I usually take 200mg I was starting back at 25mg which caused one hell of a depressive swing. (Yes, yes, I know I broke the ultimate rule of staying on my medication. . . trust me, it will NEVER happen again.)
Because of this, the past few months have been a roller coaster of emotions, mostly hovering over the lowest point. Yes, I made it to work and got out of bed and ate food regularly (maybe too much?) but everything was a grey haze and I enjoyed very little. I neglected this blog because I had nothing good to say – it would have been an awful negative mess of discouragement and nobody wants that!
But here I am, back on 200mg for the past couple of weeks and feeling so much better. This whole bipolar thing is a lot of work and can cause a lot of grief when not properly cared for (yes, I know it’s my own damn fault). Luckily my boo is an awesome support system and I have some great understanding friends.
Onward with the news updates!
I passed my two Masters of Entrepreneurship classes! An A in Strategic Entrepreneurship and a B in New Venture Formation – pretty good for my first ever semester of a Masters program! I plan on getting a blog post together summarizing what I learned – the juicy bits at least. Strategic Entrepreneurship was painful. A good chunk of my grade was based on this online simulation that was just awful and taught me very little. New Venture Formation was great – the professor was blunt in his honesty of just how hard it is to start a business. We had some great speakers and did some fun group activities that better explained and encouraged the creative process.
I was elected president for my chapter of ABWA (the American Business Women’s Association) for the 2014-2015 year. Pretty exciting! My group joined the local Chamber of Commerce as a recruiting tool which should be a lot of fun. I’ve already attended one event – just to scope it out. It’s going to be a challenge for me to reach out to strangers and actually talk to them. . . about adulty business things. . . without saying things like ‘adulty’. . .
I play recreational roller derby but had to miss it during the semester since my class fell on the same date as practice. This weekend AND last weekend I skated 14 miles with the boo at a really great local park/trail. I’m trying to get fit and lose the ‘depression/lack of derby’ weight that I seem to have accumulated. Hopefully this will also help with keeping me motivated in other areas (*cough cough blog and Etsy!*).
Anyway. . . on to helping YOU, the reader. . .
I’ve got a lot of resources to comb through and pick out the best to share with you! Now that I’m back up and running at an optimal level this shouldn’t take too long. Stay tuned!
Also keep an eye out for my course synopses!
Hope you all have been productive in your own business adventures while I was gone!